EARTH LOG
MAY 2009
by Celia Fenn
image by Jean-Luc Bozzoli at www.eyewithin.com
image by Jean-Luc Bozzoli at www.eyewithin.com
31st May : The Dream of the Whales....and a Deep Despair....... Yesterday, I had a truly awful day. My heart was in pain, I felt as though I could hardly breathe, and quite frankly, I didn't really want to be here any more. I was deeply depressed. Now, while I am going through some deep heart pain at the close of a relationship that was important to me, I couldn't understand why I was feeling this pain so intensely in my body. Well, the answer was that I was picking up the "vibes" from a drama that was playing out at a beach not far from where I live.
A group of about fifty Pilot Whales had beached at a place called Kommetjie, a wild and beautiful place on the Atlantic coast of our peninsula, during the winter storms that we are experiencing now.
I am truly proud of South Africans when it comes to our Dolphin and Whale populations. Immediately, the National Sea Rescue organization and many local people braved the weather and rushed to the beach to assist in getting the whales back into the deep waters. Some were injured in their efforts to help and save our whale friends. But, to no avail. The whales, when pushed into deeper water kept coming back, to the increasing despair of those who were trying to help them. The suffering and the struggle continued in the rain and the icy weather. Eventually, the authorities decided that nothing could be done, and decided to end the suffering of the whales by shooting them through the brain. While this sounds horrific, you must also understand that a beached whale has tremendous pressure on its lungs, and is slowly suffocating and dying of dehydration and pressures on the internal organs that are usually supported in the water.
Of course, the rescuers were traumatized, and some tried to protect the whales from this ending, creating more trauma and suffering for all concerned. It was a nightmare. And that was the energy that I was feeling all day yesterday.
So, this morning, I get a message from a friend on my cellphone....what is this all about? What is the message for us as South Africans. Ah yes, I remember in the Earth Logs a few months ago talking about messages that were received that the Whale and Dolphin population were in increasing distress and needed our support.
The truth is, that when the dimensions are in flux, as they are at the moment, this creates electro-maagnetic confusion and chaos, and this affects the oceans as well as the land. We all feel it, and yes, the Cetaceans who are more sensitive than we are, and who rely on the grid system to navigate the oceans, are deeply affected when there is damage or change to that grid system.
We can support them by helping them to "dream" with us into the New Earth. As I know from my experiences with the Diamond Light Journey, we dream our way forward and we create the New Earth as a dream with Spirit, and with the Dolphins and Whales. When I did the Journey in Buenos Aires, several of the participants said they felt the presence of the whales and dolphins in their journey. Yes, they need us to dream them into our New Earth so that they can find their way. They need us to see them as Co-Creators and to include them in our dreams for the New Earth.
We have decimated the Cetacean populations in our Oceans, whose work was to maintain the Oceanic temples and grids, and we are not supporting those who are left to find their way into the New Earth portals and vortexes. And so they come to us for help, and we don't know what to do, we try to send them back the way they came.
This is where I feel personal sadness and despair. I have known for a long time that the work is just not being done in South Africa, and I have been told not to try to do it alone as I am not strong enough. No I am not. At this point I have spent years travelling around the Planet working for the New Earth and dreaming with those who will dream and are ready, but in South Africa it is just not happening. People are not awakening fast enough to dream the new structures into place.
I know that all is in Divine Order and that all takes place as it should, and that I am not responsible for what happens. And yet, I feel this deep sadness that I am unable to do anything in this place that I call home, because the energy just isn't receptive to what I do. I feel sad that I tried, but I couldn't do it alone, and that so far, there is no one there to dream with me.
So, I just ask that Lightworkers, wherever you are, if you are awakened enough to understand, please include the Oceans and the Whales and Dolphins in your dreams and your soul journeys. We are all One, and they share the Planet with us. They are our Ancestors, the First Ones, the Ancient Ones. We would not be here if it were not for them. The least we can do, as we come of age and become stewards and co-creators of the New Earth, is to include them in our Dream Journeys of the New Earth! Show them the way, so that they can connect with "home" as well.
27th May : The Cosmic ReConnection...and Letting Go....and Going.... This is a time of the most incredible shifts and changes, and things are moving at such an accelerated pace that it seems hard to keep up at the moment! Ever since the arrival of the Diamond Light and the Reconnection of our Cosmic consciousness with the Cosmic Heart, the energy of change has been swift and relentless.
The essence of where we are now seems to be letting go. We seem to be in a "dimensional soup", where the different dimensions are in flux and change. It feels to me that since the Ascension portals were opened in April, the influx of powerful high frequency energy has just caused such turbulence on the lower levels, that the dimensions seem to be merging and separating and causing discomfort and chaos. It feels like Spaceship Earth is passing through some major turbulence and that we all need to return to our seats and put on our seatbelts while the pilot sorts it out. But of course, we are the "pilots" of our own journey, so while we put on the seatbelts we also have to ensure that we navigate the dimensional turbulence.
The stress caused by the turbulence and the arrival of the high frequency Diamond Light is manifesting as physical symptoms and emotional and mental chaos in people's lives. I have found that the high frequency light is tough on the nervous system, and that I feel stressed and anxious. This also causes the mental and emotional systems to go into overdrive, and so everything seems accelerated and speeded up.
The answer to that one, is of course to slow everything down. The higher the frequency, the slower the energy moves on the physical plane. So, taking time to be quiet and peaceful, and to meditate and to find your center is a good way to deal with the chaos and the acceleration of energy on the physical plane.
Physical symptoms in the body such as joint pains, body pains, nausea and dizziness, as well as anxiety and panic attacks, are caused when the Light Body is activated and is over-energized in relation to the physical being. A good way to deal with these effects is to drink lots of water and get lots of exercise, so that the physical being is hydrated and active and the energy is moving on the physical level as well. Although you may feel very tired, it is often an idea to get moderate physical exercise so that the energy is moving on the physical levels as well as the subtle levels.
I have also been guided to see that in this huge dimensional shift we are being led to release and let go of absolutely all attachments and dependencies that do not serve our growth and our ascension into light. This includes also all expectations of what we think we need or deserve at this time. Several of the clients I have spoken with recently have been distressed at the apparent "failure" of projects and relationships that they have worked on for some time with the support of their inner guidance. But, at this time, everything has to be released so that we can move into this New Earth space.
Archangel Michael has said to me that we even need to let go of our expectations of how the New Earth will be, and allow that to manifest according to the Higher Plan, and not according to what we want or desire. I guess that is a tough one, as we have all invested so much in what we want for ourselves and the New Earth. But, in order for the New Earth to be entirely new, we have to allow it to be born as it needs to be, and not as we think it should be. We have to be open and trusting, and accept that what is for the Highest Good is being birthed right now, even if we cannot see what it is very clearly at this time.
According to Michael, if you release and let go of all needs and expectations, you are releasing everything that might hold you back from "rising" into the higher dimensional space of the New Earth. You are being guided to your place in the New Earth, and you cannot take along your old perceptions of yourself and what you need. You are being asked to trust that what you need is given and will be provided in this New Earth that is being birthed at this time.
So, we are entering Cosmic Consciousness. What does it feel like? The Diamond Light is Pure and Radiant and filled with Profound Love and Connection. When you open your Heart so that your inner Diamond Heart core can be filled with the Love from the Cosmic Diamond Heart, then you experience the most profound sense of Connection and Oneness and Harmony. And then, you allow every connection in your life to move into alignment with that Cosmic Beauty and Harmony and Oneness. Of course, some connections may not be ready for that level of purity and connection, and so you will need to let go, in order that the connections may be reformed at a higher level of Love and Radiance. So, if you feel that you are losing people and connections from your life, allow yourself to know that you are releasing what is not needed, and making space for new connections at a higher frequency of Light.
So, for now, letting go and just going...seems to be the way to move with the flow of the energies. Accepting, trusting, and not trying to control or change anything, but knowing that all is in divine order at all times......so here we go.....
22nd May : The Buenos Aires Gathering...and the message on the back of a Brazilian bus!....I have posted visual material for the Brazilian gatherings, so I thought I would share with you some images of the work we did in Buenos Aires in Argentina. I also did a Diamond Light gathering in Montevideo in Uruguay, but unfortunately I do not have any visuals from that event although the energy was very powerful.
Our Buenos Aires event was held at Espacio Mandala in San Isidro. We had people from Argentina, Peru, Bolivia, Mexico, Chile and Uruguay, so we were covering quite a large area of South America with the Diamond Light energy. These pictures were taken by Maria del Carmen, from Peru...thank you Maricarmen for allowing us to use your images!
The first image is me with Espacio Azul, Marcela and Sebastian, the musicians, who worked with me to develop the Diamond Light Journey into the Heart. I love this picture, as it has a sort of indoor/outdoor multi-dimensional energy with nature and people reflected in the window, as well as us!
This is an image of me with a young couple from Europe who live in Chile, with their daughter, Eliya. Eliya was an absolute delight at the event. When I started to lay people down for the Diamond Light journey, she immediately saw what was going on and laid herself down to be part of the journey. That was the picture that I used on the homepage.
And here is the Group photograph that we took at the end of the second day of the Retreat:
Now...to the message on the Brazilian bus. I was just sitting on my bed this morning thinking about the time that I spent in South America in April and May, and what would have been the essential "message" of that time. Indeed, so much happened in such a short time that it will probably take me a while to "digest" all of it. Certainly, the work with the "Christ the Redeemer" Ascension Portal in Rio de Janeiro was the highlight of the work, so I guess the "message" on the Rio bus was the essence of that!
So, the story goes like this. I am driving through Ipanema with my friend Alexia ( and yes I did get to spend time at Ipanema and Copacabana, but that is another story), when our car pulls up at a traffic light behind a bus. Painted on the back of the bus is the message "Flow like a River.....". Yes in English too! I did a double take, wondering if I was seeing things, because Rio has that effect on you. The city is situated between the sea and the sky, and the sky and the sea are an intense blue, and sometimes you feel as though you are slipping through dimensions. But no, the bus definitely said "Flow like a River...", and on closer inspection it turned out to be an advert for the latest book by Paulo Coelho. Coelho is big in Brazil, and his work is everywhere, and his latest book is about the same ideas that we are working with, going with the flow....flowing like a river!
I have been working with the metaphor of Flow for several years now, but since the arrival of the Diamond Light to the Planet, this has taken on a new meaning for me. Indeed, it is important to allow life to flow and not to resist the direction that life takes, trusting always that Spirit and the Higher Self have chosen the perfect direction for you and that the highest good will be served. But, when the Diamond Light enters into the Lightbody, it literally flows around you, and it forms and reforms into myriads of diamantine points of light as you "move" forward through quantum hyperspace. Each moment is new as the Diamond Light flows and reforms according to your intentions and choices.
Can you imagine yourself as an Angel of Light continually flowing this Diamond Light that forms and manifests as blessings in your life? This gives a whole new meaning to "going with the flow". For the flow of Diamond Light is literally what creates the next step in your life as you flow with and into that Light that is a part of you and always with you. It is your creative essence or power in motion!
So, for me, the message on the back of the bus was certainly a powerful reminder that we are all part of the Flow or the River of Divine Abundance, and that we can all flow the Diamond Light to create with Spirit and to manifest those blessings in our lives.
So, at this time, as I am now home, I am busy planning the next Starchild Global events in Moscow in Russia at the end of June. There we will have an evening of Activations and Channels, and a week-end retreat that will include the Diamond Light Journey. And then in August I will be in Greece and the United Kingdom, and in September and October in Germany, Italy and France. So, please join us if you can, I would love to share the Diamond Light Journey with you!
15th May : Becoming a Diamond Mirror....and two reasons why I am glad that I took Spanish lessons..... I am now in the closing days of my time in South America. It has been a powerful time, with the new energies flooding the Planet and being especially powerful here in Latin America as the energies of awakening begin to stir in the ancient lands of the Maya, the Aztecs and the Incas. I was guided to call this year's work "The Harmony of One", and we have indeed been working with the most pristine and radiant energies of the Diamond Light. But, of course, when a new energy as powerful as this one comes in, then it also tends to reveal and illuminate all the is not light. And so, at times, I have felt that I have also been living the "disharmony of many" in this time.
Yes, as we allow this Diamond Light to enter into our Light Bodies and transform us into Cosmic Light Beings, we become powerful mirrors or reflectors of the White Source Light. Everything around us is illuminated and made plain and clear. No, this is not comfortable. Confronting your illusions and delusions can be a very painful process, even for those of us who have been "working on ourselves" for years. We are now having to deal with the very last vestiges of illusion that keep us from becoming Masters of Light and awakening fully to our Cosmic Selves as Co-Creators with Spirit as we birth the New Earth.
So, we may find that at this time we feel that we are entering a very deep chaos in our lives. But, this is merely the illumination of the Diamond Light. As things become clear, you will be guided to make the choices that will lead you into intense and deep Peace and Harmony. In our work in Brazil, Argentina and Uruguay, we developed a group meditation process called the "Diamond Light Journey" in which people were guided to find a deep inner peace and rebirth through sharing the Diamond Light as a Group. The gift of the Diamond Light is that you will be guided through the chaos and into the intense Peace and Harmony of the Higher Dimensions of Consciousness.
This is indeed the moment just before the Dawn...and the Light is getting stronger all the time.
So, now to the two reasons why I am glad that I took Spanish lessons. Well, of course it was mostly so that I could understand what was going on in my work in South America. But, of course, you never think of situations where it may be very necessary. While I was here in Buenos Aires, I managed to get a fish bone stuck in my throat and needed to go into a clinic to have it removed under anaesthetic. Now I haven't been near a hospital or a clinic for more than 15 years, and especially not one where the language is, well, foreign to me. I had a good friend to come with me and translate all the paperwork, and the travel insurance paid the costs, but when you get wheeled into the operating theatre it is just you and an anaethetist and a doctor who only speak Spanish! And of course, me needing to make quite sure that they knew that I was there for an "espina en la garganta" (bone in the throat) and was not there to have my appendix out or anything else! Anyway, they were very good to me and all went well, and I was home the same day.
And so, the next reason for being glad to be able to understand Spanish is a wonderful movie that someone gave to me here in Argentina. It was made in Mexico and is called "Creer es Crear" which means "To Believe is to Create". I prefer to translate it as "Intention is Creation". The Movie is about the arrival of Humanity at the level of Cosmic Consciousness with the assistance of the Mayans and the Christ Consciousness. It is such a beautiful and gentle movie and the energy is clear and radiant, and connects the viewer with the rising New Earth energies of Awakening in Mexico and Latin America. As far as I know, it is only available in Spanish at this stage. I believe there is also a website...so I will see if I can find that information for anyone who also speaks Spanish and would like more information.
Ok, someone on my Facebook page just sent me the website link for the Movie, and there is information in English as well : www.creerescrear.com
1st May : The Moment of Victory......The Journey of Planetary Ascension....The Planet is Ascending into Light........: This is truly a wonderful moment. The Journey of Planetary Ascension has begun. The Collective Consciousness of Humanity has moved into the Fifth Dimension, we have reconnected with the Elemental and Natural kingdoms and we have opened to the Cosmic Heart and the flow of the Diamond Light. The Earth is once again moving towards the Light through the newly activated Ascension portals. The Diamond Light energy flows from the Cosmic heart and to the Earth via the portals, everything is feeling the love and the radiance.
And the Joy.....
I am still here in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. Tonight I joined the Community for Uniting Hearts in a Ceremony to celebrate the Ascension of St Germain. The Community is situated at the foot of Corcovado, just below the figure of Christ the Redeemer that stands guard over Rio de Janeiro and is the site of the Rio Ascension portal.
The energy was wonderful and filled with joy and celebration. Together we celebrated the Joy of the Ascension into Light, and the group of about 100 people worked with us and the energy of the Ascension portal to assist to bring the Planet into Light.
Here are some images from the event :
This is me together with some of the Lightworkers who organized the Ceremony
Love and Joy shared.....
And afterwards...a dinner to share the energy of celebration.....