I discovered I was an Indigo Scout when I sent my kids' photographs to Nancy Ann Tapp, the originator of the term "Indigo Children" who sees life colors. On a whim, I (born in the 1950s) sent my childhood photo. My kids were confirmed Indigos, and Nancy told me I had Indigo energy as a young child. Later, crystal feelings emerged and opalescent auras were read from me, but I still return to my Indigo-ness at times. I studied directly with Doreen Virtue in San Diego, and enjoyed working backstage on the film, "Indigo" as a hands-on healer to the cast and crew. Heavenly things are happening on Earth, and old paradigms are also trying to latch on to the new energies.
A great new society is forming!
In future diaries, I'll explore how the New Earth is actually happening, from international magazines to beyond organic eco-farming to re-emerged Sacred Architecture etching its way into the New Earth. These are things that are being built and operated in a tangible way.
I also hope to share what I'm personally doing with newly emerged peaceful civilizations, orphans, the arts, sustainable living, sacred male and female unions, and a "new" village to help raise the children. (www.WorldGraceFoundation.Org)
A warning for any who feel their higher awareness goes unheard:
I thank Celia, Sierra and the others, you are so appreciated for giving a place for actual Indigos/Crystals to be heard. And now I'd like to give an "Indigo Scout/Crystal" warning:
Some adults who never experienced being a child of higher energies, and either still haven't entrained, or are on the fringes, have gained followers as "experts" in the Highly Aware Children, and are presenting them to the world according to older paradigms. Stay alert to those who profess to be experts yet don't hear nor comprehend Indigo/Crystal language unless it offers shock value in the form of what third-dimensional folks would call "magic." They gain followers by exciting them with ongoing quick gratification stories of flower buds instantly opening with the touch of an Indigo's hand.
Please don't let this pull you away from your essence and feel flawed if you refuse to conform to this. You know that flowers can do this. It's nothing new to you. But the Highly Aware divine energy is about interacting with other life essences on earth, including flowers, to love, not control. We tune into the flower's lifestream and allow it to decide whether to open before its time. That is love vs. control. Flowers experience Earth by offering nectar to seasonally migrating butterflies and hummingbirds, the first and last bees of spring. They dance with the universe's Onesong. They don't always choose to open early (and therefore drop their petals early after the show is over) and go out of tune with that dance. While a flower or tree will give its life in the right circumstances, even Jesus didn't succumb to temptations to simply manipulate what we perceive as matter for the shock value of watching it go off its life cycle to keep and expand a group of followers at his feet.
I hear of Indigos/Crystals who feel flawed if they don't put on magic shows. Stay tuned into Love, and let Love decide when it's time to control and perform.
Please remember the Highly Aware energies are a "place anyone can tune into" rather than an "exclusive tribe of chosen people."
This will help keep you in the highest frequency-gratitude--for the honor of being in that place.
Everyday Indigos and Crystals, stay connected.
I directly warned some of these "experts" on the Highly Aware, that while the large wave of Indigos coming in the 70s and 80s was significant and needs to be spoken to, this was not supposed to be presented as a "child vs. adult" phenomenon, nor a new excuse for passive groups to follow leaders: two older paradigms. There are "non-Indigos" giving their power away to others they perceive as Indigos. This will not help them find their own inner power. There are parents allowing children to destroy property because "they are superior Indigos, I can't do anything about it." The experts don't seem interested in this type of warning, but prefer the more magical fetes that supply wide-eyed applause, or warnings such as the scene in the "Indigo" movie, where the child warns of the blowout, and is instantly proven correct when the tire blows seconds later. Not all prophesies can prove themselves out that quickly. It's interesting to join Celia and others in having been with these higher energies for about half a century, as a child and an adult and mother, to see warnings go invisible by those who profess to be "experts on me."
So I ask you to gather and support groups like this website. Know that being here is a challenge (imagine coming in during the 50s or earlier!!!). We need understanding, rejuvenation, healing and support, but we are not perpetually broken. We are a result of the march of eternal evolution that came before us and will come after, not a sudden out-of-this-world invasion, nor are we here to advance those who don't hear us unless we entertain their followers by melting metal with our eyes. We're here to build a new society (new teaching ways, paradise gardens, healing temples) and to just radiate love, with or without charismatic non-indigo experts.
Cultivate your inner connection, confidence and leadership regardless of "experts." Gaze at sunsets and remember where you came from. Walk among rose gardens radiating love, (and don't worry if they don't all instantly blossom too early when you touch them) and feel the love they give back. You know the subtle love energies are there, and can feel them even without witnessing a material world magic show. That's part of the real magic of you. The more of us who remain within the "place" of Love, the bigger it gets, and the more others can join us.
Love in Abundance,
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